From the recording Deal With It
Vanya Merc - Vocals/Guitar/Bass
Leo Margarit - Drums/Backing Vocals
Lyrics
With a cigarette in my hand
Remember blood and broken glass
It had…
The wrath of roses
Champagne class
Borderline low
It’s time to let it go
Pushed beyond the limits
Demons at the door I’m breaking bad
Rubber band that’s stretched too far
I know I’m doing better now
Thought of life in fair & foul
I should have cared for less I guess
And no I never really found the feeling
Must confess
And when I’m alone with you
I don’t know what I’ll do
Except fall for you
Like a needle in my vein
A life of ruin strife and pain
What I’d do for you
It’s been a year but still
I think I feel I find I’m there
Sinking deeper falling harder
Miserable beside myself
A friendly zombie
When they call me
A thousand yards right in my stare
Can’t be something that I’m not
Not when I gave you all I got
And when I’m alone with you
There’s only one thing I can do
And that’s fall for you
Like a stone in my shoe
These synonyms that grew
To be alone with you
Cause I need you
Like a hole in my head
What a bitter tasting sweet
Cut and ran
Sliced right through ties that bind
Leaving all we fought for
Everyone you left behind
I'm still standing on my feet
Stronger now (bar when I sleep)
Redemption arc would be a start
I haven't come that far
This isn’t what it had to be
Dust to settle to be free
No unknowns
Out of sight
Only demons
Memories
And now that we’re through
There's nothing you can do
Except stay out of view
Cause you’re still on my mind
As I tell myself these lies
What I'd do for you
And when I'm alone with you
There’s only one thing I can do
And that’s fall for you
A life of ruin, strife, and pain
Robbing me of my dreams insane
What I’d do for you
And when I’m alone with you
There’s only one thing I can do